Monday, October 14, 2013

Dream of dream (after Mike KElley)

Lste afternoon asking Matthew about his plans (he's going to Marley's soccer game) eventually turns into Late night drunken wandering where I run into random friends. 

Diandra tries to get me to go to another party. We talk about surfing and i picture her entering the wave. My brother jeremy too.

Someone else i run into is performing. 

Then i run nto Katy Lederer and she is also performing later. Singing, she is glowing.

 As I I am talking to Katy I realize I am dreaming.  Everyone is delirious and happy but I am sad that the night- the dream- LIFE is ending.

 I am saying goodbye to people  I love knowing that when I wake up it is a kind of death. The death of the dream. 

Then I wander into a pizza joint . Fucking James Franco shows up drunk. I want to tell him to snap out of it and REMEMBER this this LIFE. I know he will be gone in a flash. He smiles and says smell that? I tAke in the smell. Pizza I say (and think, yes he gets it!)  No, he says, it smells like shit. his face cHanges to a scowl. I can smell it as soon as he says it. and I think NO James you can CHOOSE what you smell! This is just a dream this life!

 Another friend shows up drunk. He's a mess.  I try to involve him in a plan to help him out, some kind of scheme we cAn do together. But then He leaves in a car with a bunch of fools  and I realize it is no use with him. 

It's okay, just a dream.

I wake myself up.

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