Diandra tries to get me to go to another party. We talk about surfing and i picture her entering the wave. My brother jeremy too.
Someone else i run into is performing.
Then i run nto Katy Lederer and she is also performing later. Singing, she is glowing.
As I I am talking to Katy I realize I am dreaming. Everyone is delirious and happy but I am sad that the night- the dream- LIFE is ending.
I am saying goodbye to people I love knowing that when I wake up it is a kind of death. The death of the dream.
Then I wander into a pizza joint . Fucking James Franco shows up drunk. I want to tell him to snap out of it and REMEMBER this this LIFE. I know he will be gone in a flash. He smiles and says smell that? I tAke in the smell. Pizza I say (and think, yes he gets it!) No, he says, it smells like shit. his face cHanges to a scowl. I can smell it as soon as he says it. and I think NO James you can CHOOSE what you smell! This is just a dream this life!
Another friend shows up drunk. He's a mess. I try to involve him in a plan to help him out, some kind of scheme we cAn do together. But then He leaves in a car with a bunch of fools and I realize it is no use with him.
It's okay, just a dream.
I wake myself up.